I wish you’re not just existed, for me not to suffer like this.’’ She cried quietly. But I can’t help myself to get hurt everytime I remember you, your memories hurting me so bad. ‘’I don’t know where you are today, what you are doing, and who’s with you this time, but all I know is you are just here in the bottom of my heart. Even she tried to forget him for so many times already, but she’s always failed.

Even it’s five years already had passed she’s still couldn’t able to forget, the memories were still fresh in her mind. She watched the stars twinkling in the sky for a couple of minutes till she did not notice the tears slowly falling down her chicks. It’s 11 pm already, thus, she just preferred to get sleep. They talked for almost 3 hours then Sheila asked permission to go ahead. ‘’No, he has to finish his papers he said.’’ Nam explained. Nam met her immediately coz she sat next to her on the first day of class inĪnd they became friends urgently. ‘’why? Where’s your father? He did not pick you up?’’ Sheila asked her while doing her not yet finished report for tomorrow’s presentation. They invited me to ride in their worn out car and I’m not fool to take their invitation.’’ Nam shared her ugly night to her new friend Sheila about she experienced last night when she’s on her way going to their house. ‘’I preferred to walk than to come with those stupid guys. In love, feelings sometimes aren’t enough to hold on the person and to keep him in your heart, sometimes it needs time to each other……’’ He did not forget me though those years we missed were so many things had happened. I admit it made me smile and wept that I thought I could never show to him again. The person who taught me the first crazy little thing called love.

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